| so i got back to gville a few days ago and i'm totally psyched - so many people, things to do, ahhh so excited!!! I got to start going to those dance practices and work even harder at home cuz i'm behind everyone by like 2 months >.< so far everything has been smooth and i'm just really hope i do great ACADEMICALLY this semester cuz God knows i didn't do that great -.- (yes i'm just going off on a tangent) but i feel really good about this year and hopefuly it'll stay that way - FIGHTING!!!
hit me up if you're in gville -
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| I just wanted to start out with, isn't xanga great? i can't believe it just steadily declined after facebook and myspace :p - oh well we'll live on - so my previous post was about life and our purpose. I can't say i found the light and the purpose, but i realized i should be content with where i was, where i am, and where i will be cuz God's plan isn't some whimsical thinking seeking to destroy me. Funny thing is, I'm going to try to stick with pre-med, and if that doesn't work out after i do my best, well on to the next proffession.
I also can't believe it but my summer has been one of those unproductive summers i had when i was in middle school - unfortunately i can't afford to be this unproductive: fraternity "stuff", KUSA shows i have to start setting up, LiNK speaker I need to bring in, and most importatntly of all, my grades. The list actaully piles up, but i should be working on how to address these issues, rather than take my political stance and not approach them at all.
I'm not saying this year is going to be depressing, rather i'm saying it'll be a great year; filled with constant motion and events - i'm just afraid i'll miss something or worse, make a mistake -
What does this all sum up to? Well... Life in the Past, Present, and even the Future is just a bunch of events we need to try our best and hope for the best - Somethings we just can't have... somethings we get regardless of if we want it or not...
Well that's my little imput on life and hopefully no one would read this and think i'm emo, cuz i have received a few quesions about my emotional stability lol, but if you do remember "FI-GHT-ING"
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| recently i've been really detached and it feels weird... like a sense of hopelessness fused with the feeling of "life's short and pointless" this sense of greater understanding about our purpose on this piece of rock called earth kinda takes the joy out of life - ignorance is truly bliss... thus i'm sad to say, i really don't know what i'm going to do with my life - kinda was hoping it was all going to fall into place by itself... i kinda sound emo right now - but in reality i'm just being honest with myself. maybe it's all the failing grades i've been recently getting, or the sheer stress from all the work... who knows... too bad there are no do overs in life... what do you guys think?
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